23rd March 2011

my day started with a pretty weird way . there's no rain ,

no lightning , and no sign of TAUFiQ (my CUTE bodyguard) ,

so , i carry on my day as usual without thinking anything .

i smoke SURYA as breakfast and WINSTON as im in school .

as the school started , i went up to the class ,

i was very nervous , because my first period was history's ,

but , as i approached the class's door , all my classmate were busy with a weird looking file ,

and when i took a closer look , it was a previous senior's file . so thank god .

i sat down and stared at my along :)

later on , after recess , its Akaun's period (my most HATEst subject) .

after a few while , i remembered , TODAY I GOT A PRESENTATiON !

i quickly revised . on my turn , i speak very FLUENTLY ,

i talk and talk , but the teacher just wont let me go , since there i lost my mood .

i almost hit that teacher =,=' later on , i saw my brother , NIK HiZAM .

he looked very upset , perhaps his result wasn't so bright as expected .

so i go to him , i've tried to coax him , but it just didn't worked . so , i had to leave him .

before leaving the school , my head started with it's deffect . it gets heavy as the sun shine brighter .

i wanted to go to the hospital , but .. nahhh ! who wants it ?

so i opened up my computer and read at SOMEONE's status , "THANKS FOR REMEMBERING MY BIRTHDAY"

on that moment , my heart stopped , WHY DIDN'T my NAME was on that list ?

i saw certain BOYS and GIRLS name , but .. huh ..

NEVER MIND . maybe i'm just not that good to be on her list .

*on her birthday , i bought a ring for her :)

as my day move on , my mom was very sad about my brother's result . so i have to be on her next list ,

her TARGET's list , huh . how i wish today i doesn't exist . at least i don't have to suffer all these stuff .

anyhow , what i've learn for today was , "sekali kita buat silap besar , tidak kira berjuta kebaikan kita lakukan , mereka akan sentiasa pandang akan kesalahan kita" .

The End .